rausWEG

ewig nur der ersatzspieler zu sein ist scheiße
immer nur zuschauen
so komm ich mir zur zeit vor
als zuschauer
allzeit bereit loszulegen
dabei hab ich noch nicht mal eine aufwärmphase begonnen
kommt mir halt so vor
bzw kommts mir hoch
weil ich das gefühl hab kotzen zu müssen
wenn ich umfeld, mitmenschen, gesellschaft so betrachte/betrachten muss
will eingreifen
den gegner mit ein paar harten fouls aktionen in die schranken weisen
und trotzdem sitz ich nur auf der reservebank
bin (und bleib wahrscheinlich mein leben lang) nur 2te liga
bin zwar irgendwie doch dabei, vl auch mal ein bisschen am rande des spiels involviert
aber selbst an den ball darf/kann ich nicht...

einen soundtrack hat jeder film, manche sogar sehr berühmte, vl berühmter als der film selbst
musik zum film wurde teils rauf und runter gehört, parodiert, gelobt (tarantino!), kritisiert, usw usf

aber das leben hat keinen ost, keinen original soundtrack
bekäme meines den ihren, so würde es augenblicklich zum ladenhüter, nach monaten der missachtung von kunden in den billigen ramschkisten landen, wo es vl noch belächelt wird, aber ganz sicher kein interesse dafür gezeigt...

was da alles so oben sein könnte auf der cd:

1. depeche mode - wrong

I was born with the wrong sign
in the wrong house
with the wrong ascendancy
I took the wrong road
that led to the wrong tendencies
I was in the wrong place at the wrong time
for the wrong reason and the wrong rhyme
on the wrong day of the wrong week
I used the wrong method with the wrong technique
wrong
wrong

there’s something wrong with me
cannot be something wrong with me
inherently
the wrong mix in the wrong genes
I reached the wrong ends by the wrong means
it was the wrong plan
in the wrong hands
with the wrong theory for the wrong man
the wrong lies, on the wrong vibes
the wrong questions with the wrong replies
wrong
wrong

I was marching to the wrong drum
with the wrong scum
pissing out the wrong energy
using all the wrong lines
and the wrong signs
with the wrong intensity
I was on the wrong page of the wrong book
with the wrong rendition of the wrong hook
made the wrong move, every wrong night
with the wrong tune played till it sounded right
wrong
wrong

too long
wrong

I was born with the wrong sign
in the wrong house
with the wrong ascendancy
I took the wrong road
that led to the wrong tendencies
I was in the wrong place at the wrong time
for the wrong reason and the wrong rhyme
on the wrong day of the wrong week
I used the wrong method with the wrong technique


2. incubus - love hurts

tonight we drink to youth
and holding fast to truth.
I don't want to lose what I had as a boy

my heart still has a beat
but love is now a feat.
as common as a cold day in L.A.

sometimes when I'm alone , I wonder
is there a spell that I am under
keeping me from seeing the real thing?

love hurts
but sometimes it's a good hurt
and it feels like I'm alive
Love sings
when it transcends the bad things
have a heart and try me,
'cause without love I won't survive

I'm fettered and abused
i stand naked and accused
should I surface this one man submarine

I only want the truth
so tonight we drink to youth
I'll never lose what I had as a boy

sometimes when I'm alone, I wonder
is there a spell that I am under
keeping me from seeing the real thing

love hurts
but sometimes it's a good hurt
and it feels like I'm alive
love sings
when it transcends the bad things
have a heart and try me,
'cause without love I won't survive ( 2x)

3. michael andrews - mad world

all around me are familiar faces
worn out places, worn out faces
bright and early for their daily races
going nowhere, going nowhere
their tears are filling up their glasses
no expression, no expression
hide my head I wanna drown my sorrow
no tomorrow, no tomorrow

and I find it kind of funny
I find it kind of sad
the dreams in which I'm dying
are the best I've ever had
I find it hard to tell you
I find it hard to take
when people run in circles
it's a very very

mad world
mad world

children waiting for the day they feel good
happy birthday, happy birthday
made to feel the way that every child should
sit and listen, sit and listen
went to school and I was very nervous
no one knew me, no one knew me
hello teacher tell me what's my lesson
look right through me, look right through me

and I find it kind of funny
I find it kind of sad
the dreams in which I'm dying
are the best I've ever had
I find it hard to tell you
I find it hard to take
when people run in circles
it's a very very

mad world
mad world

4. placebo - commercial for levi

you're the one who's always choking trojan
you're the one who's always bruised and broken
sleep may be the enemy
but so's another line
it's a remedy
you should take more time

you're the one who's always choking trojan
you're the one who's showers always golden
spunk & bestiality well it's an assisi lie
it's ahead of me
you should close your fly

I understand the fascination
the dream that comes alive at night
but if you don't change your situation
then you'll die, you'll die, don't die, don't die
please don't die

you're the one who's always choking trojan
you're the one who's always bruised and broken
drunk on immorality
valium and cherry wine
coke and ecstasy
you're gonna blow your mind

I understand the fascination
I've even been there once or twice or more
but if you don't change your situation
then you'll die, you'll die, don't die, don't die
please don't die (4x)

5. nine inch nails - something I can never have

I still recall the taste of your tears
echoing your voice just like the ringing in my ears
my favorite dreams of you still wash ashore
scraping through my head 'till I don't want to sleep anymore

you make this all go away
you make this all go away
I'm down to just one thing
and I'm starting to scare myself
you make this all go away
you make this all go away
I just want something
I just want something I can never have

you always were the one to show me how
back then I couldn't do the things that I can do now
this thing is slowly taking me apart
grey would be the color if I had a heart

come on tell me

you make this all go away
you make this all go away
I'm down to just one thing
and I'm starting to scare myself
you make this all go away
you make this all go away
I just want something
I just want something I can never have

in this place it seems like such a shame
though it all looks different now
I know it's still the same
everywhere I look you're all I see
just a fading fucking reminder of who I used to be

come on tell me

you make this all go away
you make this all go away
I'm down to just one thing
and I'm starting to scare myself
you make this all go away
you make this all go away
I just want something
I just want something I can never have



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dinge die die welt nicht braucht:

klopapier mit herzchen oder rosa pfötchen oder blümchen, etc

ebensowenig slogans wie 'ihrem po zuliebe'